In the name of unspeakable words
The one that only being held alone
In between laughs and cries
Whether it’s crowded or in silence
Beats of the uncontrolled drum called heart
Brings colours
Grayish sparks or even rainbows
A roller coaster ride.
Being up and down
Can I handle the curves?
Or maybe ended with a mortal crash is better
Because the track is invisible
This is falling down so fast
Skins are starting to fight against the air
Giving only hurts
End it. End it. Please.
It hurts and it’s getting worse
But no. the adrenalin rush is just too big
It’s addictive
The track is invisible
It maybe has no end
Or maybe I could jump out?
All the choices would only give hurts in this term
Hurt by the speed.
Hurt caused of jumping out.
Screaming because of the fear that has no end
Decisions are really hard to make
Don’t cry. Held it in
No one should notice
Close your eyes, let your heart find the rhythm
Track it down
At least you can stand in this condition a bit longer
It hurts, but any choice is better
Stand it. For the unspeakable words you believed in.