why are u here?

that red light burns

going so deep

deep down beneath my skin

bring me hurts and burns

but that's the way u could loose me a little

I'm fighting against u

I know it

but I don't know who are u

where do u come from

why are u here

or since when u've been here

u make me feel powerless

u let my mom worrying

u hurt my dad

u broke my strongest wall

questions comes

and I just don't know how to answer

cz I don't even know u

u got me eating those things I don't like

u got me a "big no" list

u got me asking for those burns

and what can I do when u come again?

I'll try to hold it till u go

and it never take too long

just until u come back again

and hurt me

and I should delay my war against u

cz I need to take care of these things

u are not growing that fast right?

and could u see what are u doing to me?

u make me wanting some things so bad

things I used to do

without any worries

things that I can just see it happens

not involving me no more

I'm still fighting against u

I know it.