sometimes I just don't know how to say sorry. bcz sometimes I just don't know why I do things, and why it turns wrong. I didn't mean it to turns out wrong. sometimes I can't handle myself not to do or not to say something.
and when it happens, I just can feel the regret around me. when I look back to a view minutes ago, I realize that I shouldn't do that. I hurt people, and I would feel so guilty especially when I hurt someone I love and someone I care about. and sometimes I just can't express how terribly sorry I am.
I'm feeling stupid bcz I can't handle myself and my reaction. I feel angry to myself. I know it hurts, it would hurt me too if it happened to me. I don't know how, but sometimes my emotion change too fast. I didn't mean to hurt anyone, I'm just confused. but you're just so kind, that you forgive me in just an instance.I just can't express how terribly sorry I am.
I'm sorry. :'(
I love you mom